yesterday i bowled like crap ! and my face was black until cherylyeoo gave me her award winning smile ! :D :D :D thank you cheryll . x33

today stank ! i had school, then an english compre test, then i came home, played com for 45 mins then went to have TUITION for another 2 hours . oh man . if you take the 45min break as like .. a break . it's like a 12-hour school day !! eeyoes . T.T !

i love everybody . [:

ohemgeeeeee . x3jaychou . moohaha . he's freaking talented pls . likelikelike . woOtzOrz . he like played the piano guitar drums and guzheng . x_o aaaaa . DAM COOL PLEASEEEE !~!!!!! and the guest band, i presume, sucked . ew la ! the girl's voice so darn piercing . kills my ears mannxzxzx . i finished killing mr. griffin ! it's dam sad . sighsighsigh . okay time to read the kite runner ;o

-gone !-

i just completed my commonwealth essay ! it's so thoroughly depressing la ! omg . clare's editing it for me now . it's her idea + mine combined except that i had a happy ending to it [: yay ! i finally did it . now i have 1 1/2 zhou ji's to complete ! and 2 maths qn's which i can do in 2 mins tomorrow . i cried while writing the essay la . so depressing . when i get the thingy back from clare i shall read it then print it out and SLEEP . yay .

goodnight . ;D

i hate denise chan i hate denise chan i hate denise chan .

LOL ~

ugh ! uncle john is such a wanna-be dictator . like .
" i know you have private coaches, but you have to follow what we teach you in school . just like school . your school has a syllabus, you can't tell your tuition teacher to change it ."
1. they are TWO TOTALLY DIFFERENT THINGS . can't you see that, idiot ? ._.
-school . studying for island-wide examination .
-bowling . PERSONAL THING . you wanna conform us all ?!?! grrrr .

soo irritating . he totally spoils my day .
char read all my msgs x_o .. then like on the bus grace and denise will talk to each other . presumably something about me . then i'll go over there and sit next to em and then like listen la . see what's going on . then they whisper to each other and luff at mee . how i hear ]: then i go away and they say ' YES SHE'S GONE ! '

BREAKS MY HEART MANNXZXZ . :\:\
you know what i realised . it's wednesday and i haven't seen raj yet !

woohoo ! [:[: ! ALAS, it is not a time for celebration . i have to read my "banned books" article, write my essay and and and . do 3 maths qns . hoho . OMG AND I OWE MY CHINESE TEACHER MY ZHOU JI . LOL ! HOL HOMEWORK . HAHAHAHA . Darneet . x_o

omg la ! i can't write a 12oo-15oo // 15oo-2oOo essay in less than 3 hours ! ok wait i might be able to . but then .

what the heck do i write about ........ :\

POUT !!! he's in a bad mood and isn't talking to me . is it meeee ? T.T ~ am i a paranoid freak .

okay . my hopes are WAAAAAAAY HIGH . but can you blame me ? oh man . i feel like i'm being played . i feel Clare-ish ! nuuuuuuuuu .

ohmannxzxz . is it all in my mind . x_o

ANW ! back to bowling stuff [: ~ i bowled 177 190 196 171 :D so like my avg = 183 . 5 [ today's ] + 154 . 5 [ occ's ] / 2 = 169 ! YAY i don't think i'm THAT FAR DOWN anymore ! haha . hopefully i get to play in b'div .. and not in 3rd team :\

HOW ! ohmmannxzxz . i really needa win something . like so i get 21 + CCA points . HAHA . -2 for o'levels. [: ! i wanna get a single-digit score . EZEET POSSIBBLLEE ??!?!?! eeyers ! haha . ok .. I NEED TO HAVE MORE SELF-DISCIPLINE ! no distractions . okay fine distractions . but i will block them out until i have time to let them distract me . hmMz . does that totally change the properties of "distraction" ? like something inevitable . hmMz ... i don't have anything to say about school .

i had a family dinner minus siblings last night . we had alot of fun . i'm glad i make my parents and grandparents smile [: even if they're laughing at me . it's great for them to be able to be stress-free and duty-free [ LOL ! ] for a while after doing their work . i love my family !

clare's teaching me perseverance . indirectly . maybe it's the thingy that helped me get a nice average todayyyy . hoho ! thank you clare [: & most of all thank you God ! for always being there when i'm down !

I MISS CUTENESS . i feel very one-sided again . hmMz . maybe i should arrange everything i blog about so it's easier for you [ whoever's reading this ] to read ! -hophop- now i understand my profile more . about the " finds it difficult to finish what she has started " that kinda thing .

jump here jump there . STUPID PHYSICS PRACTICAL . must clear until so tidy so tidy . like . what the hell la . i'm not a neat freak . i'm a clean freak . so you wanna force me to do something that i don't have to do ?! waste time .. put everything aside . i can just chuck everything in front of me . in fact i find it easier to locate things when they're messy . like i leave sth in my room / on my table . i rmb whr it is then like when i wanna use it it's NOT THERE . cuz my maids like to keep things TIDY ! i mean . they're spposed to la . buddhen . -pOuts- ok .. i think i really have to start on my homework .

I WISH HE'D SMS ME ! ohmannxzxz . i'm sucha loOoOser . darneet . tmrw nidda run . GAH ! stupid bowling thing . stupid bowling thing . stupid bowling thing .

OLSON PWNS ALL ! interhouse bowling x3 go o-sheng ! =x

&michelle takes her leave ;o
HOMEWORK x/3
breaks my heart .

I SAW HIM YESTERDAY ! [:[: hahaha . so happy :D haha . today during training right, i was seducing all my seniors ! esp esp esp cheryl and charmaine :D so fun . and jia .. and gail abit . eva ! my darling . i totally freaked her out . haha . i did the stuff that madeline taught me ! so wtheck pls . HAHA !! -pervy grin- moowahaha . UGH KL JUST PUT ME ON HOLD . i'm dam freaked out .

i'm like . alone . upstairs . downstairs got my maids niars . i wonder how it is for them to like work here for so long ... like away from their family . and friends .. my family like super lucky la . all of our maids are super nice . and hardworking . [: ! and they're not up to evil stuff . except like one . who was trying to poison us with msg . mooohahaa . yeah ..

I WANNA MSG CUTENESS but i'm scared . clare said take a chance . i don't dare . i'm too afraid of getting rejected . i'd rather be a bystander . even if he's with others . as long as he's happy [: i guess . maybe not . i'm selfish but i don't do anything about it . OHWELLS ! sigh .

i'm so blessed to have great friends . even if they're constantly insulting me -.- BUT I KNOW IT'S JUST TEASING BECAUSE THEY LOVE ME ! -inspired by my mum !-

so now i have something to say when my brother comments on my size . WINKKS . [;[;

I LOVE MY SCHOOLMATES !
I LOVE MG BOWLERS !
THANK YOU GOD !
oh & i love my family even if they ain't very nice sometimes [:
[ and others who fall into none of the above categories ... ]

i hate mrs raj .

MOOHAHAHAHHAHAHA .
x3michelle

JAYCHOU ON FRIDAY !!!!!!!!!!!
i miss seeing natalia . sObzz . ohwell . i'll have to make do with pictures .

BUT I SHALL GO NEXT YEAR !!!!!!
MOOOOOHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA .

watched beauty world on wednesday [ abiiiiiit late ] super funny please . quite gross la . like this supposedly no.1 cabaret girl is like . uber fat . like me ! and her costumes were like . soooo revealing that kinda thing . and when she dances you can see her fats jiggling . HAHAHAHA . quite disturbing la . but anyway . nice storyline . although i dno why the ending so UNINTERESTING AND FAST . it's like . 2 guys fighting for her . then she just leaves the stage holding her boyfriend's hand . and there's this guy who likes her . ahbeng from singapore . LOL ! omgosh la . anticlimax much .

i'm OVERJOYED to a certain extent, DISAPPOINTED to a certain extent and CONFUSED to a great extent . hee doesn't know i like him ! yayers [: i mean . dno if i should laugh or cry . cuz like . OHWELL ! anw . not like it'll make a difference if he knows right ! so ... siiaala . anw . anw . nothing else to say .

i hate mrs raj . i hope her baby doesn't have to see her evil face . eeeeeyer !!! i pity her gynae .

HAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
okay that was really mean . but enehhwaez . she's so mean to me la . wtheck ! like com lab . 4 rows . i sit at the back of one of the rows . she kips disturbing MEE . like she asked everyone to move forward ' in case we couldn't see or she couldn't keep an EYEE on us ' or rather ME . so irritating ! like nobody moved . then she was like . MICHELLE MOVE UP . and i'm like knnccb wtf you wan la so many people must call me meh . then i like . inched forward .. by an inch . and then continued . i was just writing notes la -.- surrounded by prefects what you want me to do on the com . evidence : that previous pathetically short post . moowaha .

anw . then it's like . MICHELLE STOP DOING OTHER THINGS AND PAY ATTENTION . MICHELLE CAN YOU SEE THE SCREEN ? MICHELLE THIS MICHELLE THAT .

i wan to smack her face . and it's like she keeps rubbing her oh-so-pregnant stomach . i bet she only got pregnant so her hubbeh doesn't have to ________ with her every night !!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHA .
that was really mean too .
I HATE YOU MRS RAJ . die .

moowahahhahahahahahaha .

-ends-
;x
x3michelle .

i apologise for the vulgarities . gigi is here to tell me to stop while grace is pressing my enter button . so i cannot continue ! stupid fatty . i hate mrs raj .

Rah .

withLove
michelle
[:

i'm dam fucking pissed . a bunch of noobs got on my nerves today . say dun talk to low iq low eq people ? say .. doesn't that remind you of yourself ? idiotic fools . ohwell . today after school tau saw me . then we took a cab and walked in together . i swear the 7-11 at shell is so totally unreliable . no ppc's ! and tomorrow's kl's birthday ]: today i so ganchiong i come back then buy mega and mega him . then he say thanks ^^ my birthday is tomorrow . and i'm like hehehe . ohemgee . wtf ?!?! -bangs wall- hahaa . tauu came overr . and we talked .. and gossippedd .. then she went back home at about 3.50 ? yep . cuz her mum didn't wanna let her go to rtc to bowl so she called a cab and went home . so i did my homework and played com until 5.15 when my tuition teacher came . and i had tuition until like 7.30 . physics . at first i was really sleepy then it was okay .. physics is so %^&*( omgwtfbbq . i hope i can cope with it . RAHH !

after that i had dinner and got pissed off and bathed . and now i'm going to my room . TO BED ! x3 M'love . i think i'll stop taking my medicine tomorrow or sth . [: yayyers . i'm alright ! haha . praise God ! [: x33

;michelle

i went to school today ! but i was really tired and sick and stuff . i slept in chinese and full geog . actually i'm not in full geog, but i was there cuz mrs ng was busy at sentosa dno doing what . abandon us !! ]: i miss mrs ng . hahaha . my left ear hurts alot . i don't know why . and my jaw aches too . why won't it go away ! haunt me for 4 days alr . T.T I CAN FEEL SPIKES IN MY THROAT !!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW .

what've i gotta do to make you love me
what've i gotta do to make you care
what do i do when lightning strikes me
and i wake to find that you're not there

it's sad, so sad, it's a sad sad situation
and it's getting more absurd
it's sad, so sad, why can't we talk it over
always seems to me, sorry seems to be the hardest word

what've i gotta do to make you want me
what've i gotta do to be heard
what do i say when it's all over
sorry seems to be the hardest word .

i slept for 12 hours . slept at 11pm o1o1o8 woke up at 11am o2o1o8 . man ! for the past 3 hours i've been thinking whether i should sms him or not . and what to sms him . i'm talking to shannen now so i'm thinking about making her a scape goat d:d: but then there are so many complications ! so many ppl have ____'s number, presumably wanted by shannen, and why HIM ? okay . that's so uber obvious that i like him . a whole lot . almost send 3 diff messages but chickened out . hha . okay for my day i watched tv for 6 hours . 10-4 or something . then audi .. then stalk him [ blog ] :x haha . i don't think i can go to school tomorrow either . omg i'm gonna miss out on the first lessons of the year . dang . and i wanted to start afresh and do well . sob ! okay i shall have to catch up .

tian kong hui de xiang ku guo
li kai ni yi hou
bing mei you geng zi you
shen shen de kong qi
xiu chu wo men de ju li
yi mu chui xin de jie ju
xiang hu xi ban wu fa ting xu
chou ti fang huang de ri ji
zha gan le hui yi
na xiao rng shi xia ji
ni wo de guo qu
bei shan shi zhen de wang ji

wo zhi dao ni wo dou mei you cuo
zhi shi wang le zen me tui hou
xin shi dan dan gei le cheng nuo
que bei shi jian pu le kong
wo zhi dao wo men dou mei you cuo
zhi shi fang shou hui bi jiao hao guo

ok few lines missing here and there . cnt hear what he's singing .

i'm going to jaychou concert ! but i'd so prefer to just stare at him for 3 hours or sth .

toOdloO !

i missed the first day of school . my illness isn't getting any better . my fever comes and goes . MY INFLAMMED THROAT IS KILLING ME . whenever i swallow something - ANYTHING . it feels like needles piercing through my throat . i'm dying . i mean i'd rather die if this carries on for more than 3 days . i can't even sleep properly . i wake up at 3-4 and try sleep in another more comfortable position . then it's like . zomfgwtfbbq . ahh .. now i feel like sleeping . i slept for 12 hours alr . i wanna sleep, or rest . but it's like . NO !!! damit . what the hell should i do . stupid illness . go to hell satan . oh wait you're alr in hell . stop giving me gay diseases .