ugh ! uncle john is such a wanna-be dictator . like .
" i know you have private coaches, but you have to follow what we teach you in school . just like school . your school has a syllabus, you can't tell your tuition teacher to change it ."
1. they are TWO TOTALLY DIFFERENT THINGS . can't you see that, idiot ? ._.
-school . studying for island-wide examination .
-bowling . PERSONAL THING . you wanna conform us all ?!?! grrrr .

soo irritating . he totally spoils my day .
char read all my msgs x_o .. then like on the bus grace and denise will talk to each other . presumably something about me . then i'll go over there and sit next to em and then like listen la . see what's going on . then they whisper to each other and luff at mee . how i hear ]: then i go away and they say ' YES SHE'S GONE ! '

BREAKS MY HEART MANNXZXZ . :\:\
you know what i realised . it's wednesday and i haven't seen raj yet !

woohoo ! [:[: ! ALAS, it is not a time for celebration . i have to read my "banned books" article, write my essay and and and . do 3 maths qns . hoho . OMG AND I OWE MY CHINESE TEACHER MY ZHOU JI . LOL ! HOL HOMEWORK . HAHAHAHA . Darneet . x_o

omg la ! i can't write a 12oo-15oo // 15oo-2oOo essay in less than 3 hours ! ok wait i might be able to . but then .

what the heck do i write about ........ :\

POUT !!! he's in a bad mood and isn't talking to me . is it meeee ? T.T ~ am i a paranoid freak .

okay . my hopes are WAAAAAAAY HIGH . but can you blame me ? oh man . i feel like i'm being played . i feel Clare-ish ! nuuuuuuuuu .

ohmannxzxz . is it all in my mind . x_o

ANW ! back to bowling stuff [: ~ i bowled 177 190 196 171 :D so like my avg = 183 . 5 [ today's ] + 154 . 5 [ occ's ] / 2 = 169 ! YAY i don't think i'm THAT FAR DOWN anymore ! haha . hopefully i get to play in b'div .. and not in 3rd team :\

HOW ! ohmmannxzxz . i really needa win something . like so i get 21 + CCA points . HAHA . -2 for o'levels. [: ! i wanna get a single-digit score . EZEET POSSIBBLLEE ??!?!?! eeyers ! haha . ok .. I NEED TO HAVE MORE SELF-DISCIPLINE ! no distractions . okay fine distractions . but i will block them out until i have time to let them distract me . hmMz . does that totally change the properties of "distraction" ? like something inevitable . hmMz ... i don't have anything to say about school .

i had a family dinner minus siblings last night . we had alot of fun . i'm glad i make my parents and grandparents smile [: even if they're laughing at me . it's great for them to be able to be stress-free and duty-free [ LOL ! ] for a while after doing their work . i love my family !

clare's teaching me perseverance . indirectly . maybe it's the thingy that helped me get a nice average todayyyy . hoho ! thank you clare [: & most of all thank you God ! for always being there when i'm down !

I MISS CUTENESS . i feel very one-sided again . hmMz . maybe i should arrange everything i blog about so it's easier for you [ whoever's reading this ] to read ! -hophop- now i understand my profile more . about the " finds it difficult to finish what she has started " that kinda thing .

jump here jump there . STUPID PHYSICS PRACTICAL . must clear until so tidy so tidy . like . what the hell la . i'm not a neat freak . i'm a clean freak . so you wanna force me to do something that i don't have to do ?! waste time .. put everything aside . i can just chuck everything in front of me . in fact i find it easier to locate things when they're messy . like i leave sth in my room / on my table . i rmb whr it is then like when i wanna use it it's NOT THERE . cuz my maids like to keep things TIDY ! i mean . they're spposed to la . buddhen . -pOuts- ok .. i think i really have to start on my homework .

I WISH HE'D SMS ME ! ohmannxzxz . i'm sucha loOoOser . darneet . tmrw nidda run . GAH ! stupid bowling thing . stupid bowling thing . stupid bowling thing .

OLSON PWNS ALL ! interhouse bowling x3 go o-sheng ! =x

&michelle takes her leave ;o
HOMEWORK x/3
breaks my heart .