Dear God, please help me . i'm confused . something weird's been going on . i have evidence but i can't put my finger on it . i'm afraid of jumping to conclusions . i'm afraid of the outcome ): i don't want anything to happen to our family . Amen .

T_______T . i'm very depressed . i dno . i just hav this feeling something's happening . i wish it'll all blow over and be nothing of concern and we'll move on with our lives the way we used to .

aaaah . ): i have no mood to talk about anything else .

changes, changes . i used to adore them and convention bored me . now i know they're not so great after all ]: