life's a mess . i wanna die . what's wrong with me . why am i so irresponsible . i keep causing people so much trouble and stuff . and i make it hard for everyone .

why .

be strong . be strong because God is always there whenever you need Him.

You stood before creation, eternity in Your hands. You spoke the earth into motion, my soul now to stand. You stood before my failures, and carried the cross for my shame. My sin weighed upon Your shoulders, my soul now to stand.
So what can I say, what could I do, but offer this heart O God, ccmpletely to You
So I’ll walk upon salvation, Your Spirit alive in me. This life to declare Your promise, my soul now to stand.
&I’ll stand with arms high and heart abandoned, in awe of the One who gave it all. I’ll stand, my soul Lord to You surrendered. All I am is Yours

Over the mountains and the sea, Your river runs with love for me, & i will open up my heart and let the Healer set me free. I'm happy to be in the truth, & i will daily lift my hands for i will always sing of when Your love came down.

I could sing of Your love forever.

Above all powers, above all kings. Above all nature and all created things. Above all wisdom and all the ways of man, You were here before the world began. Above all kingdoms, above all thrones. Above all wonders the world has ever known. Above all wealth and treasures of the earth, there's no way to measure what you're worth.
Crucified, laid behind a stone. You lived to die, rejected and alone. Like a rose, trampled on the ground, You took the fall abn thought of me above all

I'll be strong for God, for my family, for my friends.

nothing the world throws at me now will bring me down
The Lord my God, You reign on high